Simplicity

I have a very bad feeling that something bad will happen again. I really fear that he will give in to the addiction again. I really pray hard that it wont and I am just being over-sensitive. I had a dream last night and I dreamt that he took the medication again. Yesterday he did told me that there's a internal fight in him because the addiction is coming to him now already. I am so scared that he will fall into the hands of evils and temptations again. If he ever does that now again, I should think it will be very very difficult, to almost impossible to help him anymore. Because even in the midst of worries for the court case, he still go and made the same mistake again, there will only goes to show he doesnt want to help himself at all.

father, i want to have faith that you can create that miracle in him. i have faith in you and i want to leave him into your hands. father, please help him...